Wednesday, May 19, 2010

On my way to find my own Polaris

I know, what i did was wrong.
I should never start it in the first place.
But who am i to stop it happening.

He came in my life at the right time, at the right place.
Made me felt loved, concerned, warm.

Call me crazy, call me stupid, call me blind.
I will just take it.

I just have no idea who is him.
Sometime he is like my guardian angel.
Sometime he is like my bestfriend.
Sometime he is like my brother.
Sometime he is like my father.
Sometime he is like my heart.

Sometime he gives me hope.
Sometimes, he takes it back.

Ya Allah,
If You set him not for me in the first place.
Take him away from me.
Open up my heart to accept it with no prejudices.
Grant me the man as best as him to replace him.
Give him the best woman to take care of him.
Give him the best kids to make his day.
Give Your best shelter, best livelihood, best life to him.
Give him what he wants, what he wishes.

Ya Allah,
Grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
Courage to change the things i can.
Wisdom to know the difference.

16th may 2010
8.40 pm

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